The Californian Garmo Lives Life

My Life as a gay Armenian-American living in California.

Out of it September 8, 2008

Filed under: Life — thecaligarmo @ 11:05 am
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Have you ever woken up and just felt completely out of it? And not the normal kind of out of it that is simply cured by coffee. I am talking about the so completely out of tune with nature that everything you do turns out to be completely the wrong thing to do. Unfortunately, today feels like one of those days for me.

I’ve been up for 3 hours and already today feels like a complete waste of time. I’ve ran out of boxes to pack stuff with. The person I was going to borrow boxes from is not picking up their phone. As I was packing I shatter a glass. My brain is refusing to function and actually learn anything. There seems to be no new job postings online. My finances have run dry and my whole ‘extended stay’ plan is going to cost close to $1800 per month. My UHaul rental is also going to cost close to $150. My body is sore (for no particular reason) and just tired. I haven’t heard a single response from any of the jobs I’ve applied for (over 8 resumes sent out so far). And I have this chilling feeling that my day is not going to get any better.

What do you do on a day like this? What do I do? I am attempting to fix all of my issues as quickly as I can. Take those lemons and make lemonade. It won’t be easy, but it is those hard days that test us the most and require us to work our hardest. So I will work harder than I have for a week and I will get things done. Even if I don’t end up as productive as I usually am, I WILL be productive.

-The Cali Garmo